Spiritual Nomad

This is a significant phase that occurs in the process of initiation for many people undergoing spiritual Awakening. Often, when one reaches this transition phase of spiritual evolution, it can be so painfully unnerving to the personality/ego that it not only devastates one's Self Esteem, it also severely undermines our confidence to believe that we can manifest even the most basic needs for our survival. It is precisely our "root" fears of survival that are being shaken to the core and unpeeled from us during this process. We are being prompted to work toward clearing these fears around safety and security, and perfecting our trust and surrender in the process of awakening in order to listen to our inner self. So it is extremely important to understand the dynamics of why this occurs and actually how entirely common it is!

THIS IS THE TIME in one's life where every aspect of perceived "security" in the structure of the materialistic human world is made completely unstable, unknown and unforeseen. Your life in all major areas, such as in personal relationship, money, career, and residence may be abruptly halted, changed and/or situations in you life suddenly terminated. You are left feeling isolated and standing in a place of total bewilderment, wondering what has happened to your life, the people in it and your former identity. This may set off every fear button you have in the subconscious layers, because there is absolutely no sign of what is going on in the external perspective, what is coming as a result and why it's happening. There is only a sense that some unseen force came in, picked you up out of your hologram and placed you into someone else's life, into a completely new set and setting.

In the process of spiritual awakening and our unraveling layers of consciousness while in this human earthly drama setting, this is one of the experiences that we have set up as our inner spirit creates the experiences for learning in so that we can FULLY surrender to higher truth and the world of spiritual and cosmic forces. It is a complete dismantling of our ego and ego defenses. This is the crossroads where we start to leave the world of human order and start to align to the higher path of truth for our spiritual development, the divine order in our spirit. To many of our earthly cohorts, biological family members and the 3D old energy friends, it may appear to them that we have stepped off the edge of a chasm and into a realm of insanity. A space of spiritual awakening and communing with otherworldly forces that the uninitiated person will not understand.

This process of spiritual initiation is designed to cultivate the incredible inner strength that is needed to really face yourself and your deepest fears of survival and security in the material world. Through these experiences one becomes intimate with the universal Law of Resonance and Abundance to learn how generous the universe really is, even if your needs are not all manifested in order of your personal preferences. You will find that somehow, someway, all of your base needs are actually being met, even though you may not have the foggiest clue how this is happening. Maybe some of the people that have appeared in your life to offer help and support for you - in ways that you would have never imagined in the past! Many times we are stripped of our identity in so that we can learn how to receive from total strangers (an illusion, as everyone is soul family) or from new sources that we had no idea existed. We learn how to acknowledge and receive these new ideas of manifestation and abundance in our lives in ways that we were not formerly aware as being possible.

These experiences can be challenging but they do help us cultivate a level of deep faith and trust in the divine plan for our lives, even when we may not have any external validation of personal safety - that is defined from a belief system of materialism. The sense of belief that personal safety could be equated with monetary value, emotional support or a place to call home with a bed. Even when you are feeling blind and disconnected from some of the things that are happening that are deeply transformative, when we face this uncertainty in our life and then find ourselves doing okay, this can be a major revelation in facing our survival fears. When you realize that your deepest fears (and there can be so many of them!) did not happen anyway, and, even if they did... well, it really was not as bad as you may have once imagined it. My God! With this newfound strength in facing the unknown, you learn that you do have the strength within you to face just about anything! When we gain confidence in our ability to face deep fears and life challenges, our personal power begins to increase and our inner light glows ever more radiantly!

We cannot make anything happen while undergoing the major process of ego and fear dismantling. So, you must relax as best you can and intend to connect with your inner spirit and ask for guidance every day. This is the transition to lead to your higher expression and greater destiny. When relaxing and allowing, the body is expanding, not constricting, and the spiritual forces can more easily work through you and for you. When undergoing 3D dismantling and surfing the spiritual nomad phase, please know that higher transformational forces are working magic into your life in order to support your higher evolution in ways that you cannot comprehend. There really IS a divine plan for your life and what is happening to you in order to guide your there. Know that it is okay not to know or have the answers. The goal at this level is to stay present in the now moment, and to cast off fears of worry and anxiety about your future. Get more comfortable with uncertainty and external chaos in the world while intending to develop spiritual strength through building foundation, as you cultivate that impenetrable core of divine essence to show the way for you, as you are an example for others. Finally, know that your spiritual family is out here. We get it; and we know what it's like to awaken in the 3D world and we love you for walking the path with us!

Reference
January 2006 Newsletter