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It was really weird too I'd not ever seen it like that, where there was like a hose with a hole and stuff just coming through from the astral, through your body being processed. Your body said I can't process anymore I'm overrun. It was like a positive agreement, but in a sense your body over time with the accumulation just can't deal with that anymore. And it's time to complete this. (question...)
It was really weird too I'd not ever seen it like that, where there was like a hose with a hole and stuff just coming through from the astral, through your body being processed. Your body said I can't process anymore I'm overrun. It was like a positive agreement, but in a sense your body over time with the accumulation just can't deal with that anymore. And it's time to complete this. (question...)


And it is, it's fascinating how that seems to be the way of alchemy how it accelerates to this ridiculous level in order to complete. Have you every noticed that? Every time there's like a big change, you hit the bottom before it will generally catapult you into the next level. (question...) Well the interesting thing about that is I saw very clearly that when you as a soul being started your process of embodying the divine goddess, again. Because this what were talking about, is directly related to the divine goddess energy. So when your body started to make adjustments to bring this energy back, this intense fear came up from this memory. And it was like all of the symptoms connected to that fear and really just went off the charts. Because your physical body is now undergoing a complete shift in holding this goddess energy that you have memory of, in another time space. Because you were one of those priestesses working with that shakti energy. And now as your body is sifting, it's like oh my God I don't know if I want to do that, this is what happened to me last time when I was holding that energy. So it's a denial of the sexuality, a denial of the sacredness of it and the guilt and shame that had been placed there from being humiliated and victimized by it. (question...)
And it is, it's fascinating how that seems to be the way of alchemy how it accelerates to this ridiculous level in order to complete. Have you every noticed that? Every time there's like a big change, you hit the bottom before it will generally catapult you into the next level. (question...) Well the interesting thing about that is I saw very clearly that when you as a soul being started your process of embodying the divine goddess, again. Because this what were talking about, is directly related to the divine goddess energy. So when your body started to make adjustments to bring this energy back, this intense fear came up from this memory. And it was like all of the symptoms connected to that fear and really just went off the charts. Because your physical body is now undergoing a complete shift in holding this goddess energy that you have memory of, in another time space. Because you were one of those priestesses working with that shakti energy. And now as your body is shifting, it's like -" oh my God I don't know if I want to do that, this is what happened to me last time when I was holding that energy". So it's a denial of the sexuality, a denial of the sacredness of it and the guilt and shame that had been placed there from being humiliated and victimized by it. (question...)


So you're your boyfriend has come in to help you get that feminine energy in you activated. Yes, that's the timing of it the living together is all about the exchange, where you can play in the female energy, because he can hold the male energy that complements it. It's like if you don't have a male that can allow your female to express, it's like he knows how to do that. So he's honoring of that he sees that and he knows what it is. And that was what you needed to get through this big piece, is to have a male that can honor your female. Oh honey, this is big. Goodness sakes.  
So you're your boyfriend has come in to help you get that feminine energy in you activated. Yes, that's the timing of it the living together is all about the exchange, where you can play in the female energy, because he can hold the male energy that complements it. It's like if you don't have a male that can allow your female to express, it's like he knows how to do that. So he's honoring of that he sees that and he knows what it is. And that was what you needed to get through this big piece, is to have a male that can honor your female. Oh honey, this is big. Goodness sakes.