Victim-Victimizer: Difference between revisions

Level One: A person becomes exposed to any kind of spiritual ascension material, such as the ES field/website, or the persona of Lisa Renee as a steward, and has all kinds of images, perceptions and expectations of what this spiritual content is about and who the leadership is “supposed to be”. This may have a pedestal attachment of guru modeling which means the leader at some point will be knocked down off that pedestal through betrayal or disgrace of some source as created by any type of source, real or imagined, in the near future. Strange intense attachments may begin to develop in the person attaching them to the spiritual leader, that are stemming from subconscious or astral delusions, many times from dreams or lucid experiences that have commenced or been manipulated. This is perceived as coming from the "spiritual leader" (ES/LR), so that leader can be blamed for both “bad” experiences and/or praised for “good” experiences. The person can become overly excited and go overboard with their spiritual ambition and pace, which usually shows that they will burn out soon. Usually this behavior is a sign of a lack of inner emotional stability, and/or lack of life experience where wisdom has not yet been integrated. Some people have knowledge without wisdom or heart, and this creates the feeling of “sharpness” (in the mental body, like a prickly pear feeling) and an overall lack of emotional clarity that leads to potential hijack. In these cases I always feel weary that the person may be set off easily by something, as one can feel the “attachment” being made and the lack of emotional stability in their choices. Attachment in any way creates manipulation which leads to a hijack of clarity. Keynotes: Euphoria, simulated connected-ness (with attachment and expectation), initial resonance with spiritual leader as a reflection of the inner self, “I am home”. Conversely the person can hate the leader for no apparent reason and start a research campaign to find any iota of minutiae to question or defame the leader's character or personal integrity.