Trusting Yourself: Difference between revisions

Now when you achieve some level of [[Observer Point]] when you can hold [[Neutrality]] most to all of the time, the next stage is to develop either emotional cognition through your own discernment. It is better to not depend on things such as pendulums, because they can be manipulated, but if you feel that you're being psychically attacked by something, or being interfered with, then most probably you are. If something in your life situation, or relationships is feeling off, then it probably is, and you should pay attention to listen to what you are really feeling deep inside, that gives you information about someone or something. The challenge is, that emotionally or mentally, many people don't trust themselves in that moment, and that is another kind of issue. We have to learn how to fully trust what we are feeling in the moment, what we are experiencing through our intuitive body, even if it doesn't fit our mental framework. Being fearful about what somebody else on the external is going to think about you or judge you for what you are feeling, will block your own feelings and will block trust. Through my own experiences of being incredibly attacked by various dark sources, that when I went to the people that I thought would understand, the light workers, I thought they would understand what was happening to me, and they didn’t. And this devastated me because I had trusted them to be honest with what I was really experiencing. I thought my God, if lightworkers don't understand what I'm talking about, then something's gotta be really wrong with me. This reaction blocked my ability to trust myself, when what was occurring to me was accurately represented. The reactions I got from other people were to confuse my experiences and to deny my reality from existence. 

I had a friend of mine who said “I've been doing this psychic work for 22 years Lisa and this attacking has never happened to me, I'm really worried about you”. That just about broke my heart when I heard that because I knew in my own heart what my real intention was, honesty and transparency. But of course you can’t explain that experience to anyone else. It's your own experience. I realized I would have to do this discovery of Ascension in silence and isolation, away from others judgments, and be alone. Because there wasn’t a lot of people on the outside that were able be a sound board and be capable to have this discussion. Again, this is another critical reason why I'm here for the [[Starseed]]s right now. I want to be able to assist where you are empowered, where this information will empower you to know that there are others, many others, that go through this kind of strange and difficult interference on the path of [[Ascension]]. There are many other metaphysical speakers that know exactly what I'm talking about, but don't talk about it publicly, because this is basically considered the kiss of death, in the New Age circles.

If you feel that something is interfering with you, well you know what, it probably is. So this inner aspect of yourself, you must listen to so you can trust the information that is coming in through to your higher self, this is key. Because the problem with this is, as your mind says “this isn’t happening, this is ridiculous, I am impaired or something is wrong with me” and your higher self is saying “look at this issue because something is going on here and it feels off”. we cannot deny our experiences, even if we are fearful others will persecute us.  

We all must get to the level where we listen to our higher self, and you know that many other people on the [[Ascension]] path undergo the same issues. This is something in terms of your own process that you are going to have to find the truth of this within you, and learn to trust it.

So please know that when you are stressed out, when you are not trusting that God and the universe is going to supply your needs, we've got to dismantle in our belief systems that stabilization and security is coming from the human order, and to truly know that we are divine beings and put our complete trust and faith into our connection with the universal source. Know that we have the power to create what we need in that co-creation process, but we’ve got to get beyond the fear that cripples us. So this is what our lesson is, our manifestation lesson in preparing us for the higher dimensional energies. We used to feel secure in the material creation. We used to have whatever it was that we identified with that made us feel stable and secure, represented in the physical. This must change, as we must find our stability and security with the true source inside ourselves.  

All of a sudden the outer structures go away, and we are feeling really vulnerable.  So as we move forward again, the most important thing is you have to gain control over your mind, or at least understand more about your multidimensional anatomy, so that you can choose higher emotional states and higher mental states, and to identify and witness when you have allowed your mind to choose a lower program. This does takes some discipline and you have to forgive yourself when you don't always have the strength to do that. But again that is the goal, to understand that you can reprogram your mind, you can reprogram your thoughts, you can reprogram your emotions, and allow yourself to choose higher emotions. When you learn that you can do this, it builds confidence and its easier to trust yourself, trust your feelings. And in my own experience what happens is that when you start to integrate higher light bodies, trust with yourself and trust with spirit and God, becomes an attribute of the higher light body. <ref>[Transcript -Psychic Self Defense Class One]</ref>